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i hate so many people I've never met
red hot holy angel hell fire
i hate so many people I've never met
red hot holy angel hell fire
my heart beats like electric
quick feel like an eel in oil
my fingers slide like snakes
climb up to mount your peaks
cut through like a highway through a mountain
cut through like a sentence through a bookshelf
cut through like everything
thats ever important to me
i hate so many people I've never met
red hot holy angel hell fire
i hate so many people I've never met
red hot holy angel hell fire
a tree grew out from my feet
blue bird flew out to meet me
my body grows its own wings
fly up with my new friend
blue bird screams sirens lure
blue bird screams lovely purr
blue bird means everything and
tells me what to feel
i hate so many people I've never met
red hot holy angel hell fire
i hate so many people I've never met
red hot holy angel hell fire
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and its not like im not trying
theres no clear direction
chronic searching and applying
to be met with rejection
wherever you arose
will never decompose
and its not like im panicking
maybe just a little
losing balance slowly vanishing
bone growing brittle
a simple set of operations
takes the sting and changes it
it wont feel like anything at all
like anything at all...
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GET LETHAL - Under God
08:00
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I often find that I'm throwing away my life
Though I often find that I'm holding a light
And I have had my fix
And I have had enough of it
And no matter what you bury behind
Your family's house, it'll always find it's way out
And no matter how hard you cry
It'll rush inside and throw everything around
Don't get too close
'Cause you won't like
What you see inside
Dead in my eyes
Lies the corpse of my pride
You're all American, through and through
And your soul has rotted through under open blue
But after all, we're only living under god
And after all, they're only waiting for his call
So after it's all done, I'll find you out there, wind in our hair
You stare as I stutter, I let you know what it meant
And there's no shortage of love in you and I
Wonder where all of mine went
Where all of mine went
You are the one that I see at night
You are the one I see at night
You are the one that I see at night
You are the one I see at night
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though nothing i do
will ever bring me one step closer to you
i walk down this rope
i really hope the end starts showing soon
kiss kiss, hush hush
holding me was never enough
why would you bring me here on like this?
a night like this, kiss kiss
how come you always get so close
only to disappear when you’re needed the most
i beg you with my heart to turn around
but you go, carefully, not making a sound
kiss kiss, hush hush
holding me was never enough
why would you bring me here on like this?
a night like this, kiss kiss
“love is blind, friendship closes its eyes”
these were the first words i said to you
under the milky skyline
“lhe course of true love never did run smooth”
and these were the last words you said to me
as you drove off in your purple 1997 toyota camry
and i watched your hair glow in the moonlight and
in the rear view mirror i can see our love
a love to admire is a love that expires
what can you do when you’re all tinted blue
you try to cope but it bites through you
kiss kiss, hush hush
holding me was never enough
why would you bring me here on like this?
a night like this, a night like this
push push, shove shove
it only hits you from above
give it a chance, this was never a bluff
give me this, kiss kiss
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Goth iHop - Womensong
02:06
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Three women
Three women
Three women
Three women
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anesthesia ignorant
blood red lenses faded tint
swear i knew that voice from somewhere else
i can't be alone again
monologue unending said
other art would pale compared your sin
i don't hate you, every time
shattered fucked up selfish lives
and still you dare to generalize this
every word i write's the same
for every time you spoke my name
zach asks me what i regret, oh all of it
you don't love me like you did
i still feel like a fucking kid
and after all i've done this to myself
dig into my chest to find
where all my misplaced angst still lies
i cannot just ignore all that i did
arrogance and bitterness
clawing at my throat again
to think that i deserve to be upset
every year's too fucking long
and every week we get along
eric says 'more capable,' bull fucking shit
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maybe if i got more drunk
i could say the things
that shouldnt slip out
maybe on a late spring night
i couldve figured it out
grow out my hair
for a year or two
ive been keeping secrets from you
break my wrists
if they ever freak you out
cover up my skin
drown me out
its far too cold
lavender right under the snow
freezing in my clothes
i dont wanna go home
washing out stains from my clothes
this used to be my favourite shirt
what happened to all those years
of thinking id feel less alone
grow out my hair
for a year or two
ive been keeping secrets from you
break my wrists
if they ever freak you out
cover up my skin
drown me out
cut my hair
if i dont look the part
crush my wrists wrists
if they freak you out
cut my hair
if i dont look the part
crush my wrists wrists
if they freak you out
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just stand up and
move one leg now
and now move the other
each step you take
is one more there
and another, another
what hurts the most
is you don't try
and i've done all i can to help
you get one chance
and then you die
so why play life on the safe side?
what hurts the most is you don't try
but play life on the safe side
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Moth - Tuscon
03:08
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Afternoon
Sun bleeds down
Chairs on the lawn
My family’s gone away
May all of the light
Unseen on this path
Carry me to those
Swallowed by the sun’s wrath
Empty,
as yesterday
By welling of tar
A lustrous door expands
Hey yahweh
Hey yahweh
Hey yahweh
Hey yahweh
And everytime
That you turn your back
Lights flicker off in the corner
Night closes in fast
And there’s no use in running
Don’t see no place to hide
Brush the hair from your cheek
This is no time to cry
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kitty kitty cat
go to your home
feel with your heart
go through this life
in retreat
feel their love
one more thing to feel bad for
kitty kitty cat
find your way through
love your through way
notice their details
little cat
run through cherry blossom trees
try and find them
reconvene
cut your arm off
and use the blood to spread yourself
remind them
of how much you fucking need them
kitty kitty cat
go to your home
feel with this heart
go through this life
through cherry blossom trees
melt into your bed
we will heal you
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PART I:
pronouns on my nametag
trans flag on my sleeve
got my hair in a ponytail
nails got a mani-pedi
face and arms and legs all shaved
tuck away the meat
put this song on the speakers
cause you don't seem to know how to read
got the she/they blues
i got the she/they blues
and its like you never heard
she/they is preferred
i got the transcatfem blues
and this aint gon' be news but
im she/theyin!!! (she/theyin ooooooh!)
im she/theyin!!! (she/theyin ooooooh!)
she/they is what i be
mama aint forcing a he
cause im she/theyin!!! (she/theyin ooooooh!)
PART II:
the he in me keeps stepping forth
and i don't think i can live this fucked up time anymore
i am the he/him
i don't take no estrogen
nothing i can do besides read homestuck in my bed
i was she/they but i'm changing this i said
my he/him plug laced my mid with fent
im wanting to join the 41% percent
i am the he/him
i don't take no estrogen
i eat all your food
i don't clean my room
i'm all gooned up
and ready to fire
sweatpants and a tshirt
is my favorite attire
being a him is a treat
i don't put down the toilet seat
being a him is a treat
i don't put down the toilet seat
i am the he/him
i don't take no estrogen
i eat all your food
i don't clean my room
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Weathercord Sweden
Compilations by the Discord server 'Sputnik Supporters,' dedicated to Swedish artist Weatherday.
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brain hurty music of the best kind! birds fear death is criminally underrated.
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Nature of Things
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Wide Wall Tree Tall
by Cave Story
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Weatherglow
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They NEED to make sheet music for this whole album. Amazing work!!
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