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hating everything that i do
hating everything that i've been
hating everything that i could be
i feel sad and
hating everything that i've been
hated all of myself so thin
i'm hating everything that should be
but i'm not the person i wish
i was a fawn playing in the spring
in harmony with each and every thing
but i'm not say DISCHORDANTMAN
crying through till next sunday
all of my thoughts presenting me
in two forms that are one and both the same
said it was such a sad sad shame
crying through till next sunday
then if i should feel as others do
then i will breathe in air and breathe out
everything that i do
never quite works out...
so i'm hating everything that i do
hating everything that i've been
hating everything that i could be
i feel sad
hating everything that i've been
hating everything that i do
i'm hating everything that should be
but i'm not the person i wish
i was a fawn playing in the spring
in harmony with each and every thing
but i'm not say DISCHORDANTMAN
crying through till next sunday
all of my thoughts presenting me
in two forms that are one and both the same
said it was such a sad sad shame
crying through till next sunday
then if i should feel as others do
then i will breathe in air and breathe out
everything that i do
never quite works out...
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(You're so disgusting)
(If you tell me what drugs you're doing)
(I'll tell you what drugs I'm doing)
(Hope to see you soon Lexi, have a good night)
(My goal tonight is to black out this entire fucking stupid year)
(you to check my pulse)
Sorry that I let you down
-n our very own Chambord
drobmahC nwo yrev ruo n-
Sorry that I let you down
Pull me down into the pool
(Are you alright?)
(I just think I'm gonna need you to check my pulse)
How out of touch with truth we are,
living in a world of our own.
There has never been anything like it, and never can be.
It is too beautiful altogether, and if we set it up it would go to pieces,
some fact we've been living with would knock the whole thing over.
I got embraced, told to wear flannel,
(Are you, are you for real?)
There has never been anything like it, and never can be.
It is too beautiful altogether, and if we set it up it would go to pieces,
some fact we've been living with would knock the whole thing over.
I got embraced, told to wear flannel,
write often, and so on, and I left.
In the street, I don't know why,
a queer feeling came to me that I was being watched.
(eslup ym kcehc ot uoy)
(raey diputs gnikcuf eritne siht tuo kcalb ot si thginot laog yM)
(My goal tonight is to black out this entire fucking stupid year)
(you to check my pulse)
-n our very own Chambord
Tried my best to hold the door
-t you Came In so I left town
Sorry that I let you down
Pull me down into the pool
Drown me in le Cher
Take me down into the water
Pull me down the stairs
Behind our very own Chambord
Tried my best to hold the door
-t you Came In so I left town
Sorry that I let you dow- dow-
(Are you- are you for real?)
(Uh I mean, my uncle Carl got diabetes from eating too much McDonald's)
(But you don't see anybody going after they ass)
(Yeah but, if I were God, I don't know if I'd let McDonalds' CEO in heaven)
(I'd be like fuck that guy)
(Yeah, that's a good point)
(I'll have to get back to you on that one)
(How you doin?)
(Good)
(When'd you relapse?)
(Just fucking weed Jules)
(Like, when'd you relapse?)
(You want me to be honest?)
(Yeah, y e a h, y e a h, y e a h)
(The night you left, T h e n i g h t y o u l e f t)
(I just think I'm gonna need you to check my pulse)
How out of touch with truth we are,
living in a world of our own.
There has never been anything like it, and never can be.
It is too beautiful altogether, and if we set it up it would go to pieces,
some fact we've been living with would knock the whole thing over.
I got embraced, told to wear flannel,
write often, and so on, and I left.
In the street, I don't know why,
a queer feeling came to me that I was being watched.
(Well, I'm navigating a largely straight, binary world)
(I don't know what that's supposed to mean)
(But, you know what I mean, most people are straight)
(And most trans girls don't wear binders, right?)
(Yeah, and, uh, most guys don't hang out with two girls unless they wanna fuck em)
(You guys are disgusting!)
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If everybody had an ocean
Across the U.S.A
Then everybody'd be surfin'
Like Californi-a
You'd see them wearing their baggies
Huarache sandals too
A bushy bushy blond hairdo
Surfin' U.S.A
You'd catch 'em surfin' at Del Mar
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
Ventura County line
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
Santa Cruz and Trestles
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
Australia's Narrabeen
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
All over Manhattan
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
And down Doheny Way
(Inside, outside)
Everybody's gone surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
We'll all be planning that route
We're gonna take real soon
We're waxing down our surfboards
We can't wait for June
We'll all be gone for the summer
We're on surfari to stay
Tell the teacher we're surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
Haggerties and Swamis
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
Pacific Palisades
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
San Onofre and Sunset
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
Redondo Beach LA
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
All over La Jolla
(Inside, outside, U.S.A.)
At Wa'imea Bay
(Inside, outside)
Everybody's gone surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
Everybody's gone surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
Everybody's gone surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
Yeah everybody's gone surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
Yeah everybody's gone surfin'
Surfin' U.S.A
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fuck me like we’re falling in love
i need to feel you on my tongue and on my shoulders while i bleed out on the ground
i want you to be the one that makes me fall apart
you’re in my head and in my heart and in my bed and in my oh oh oh oh oh
i will cut myself up piece by piece
if it means one day i could mean enough
to be a part of you
i know im not the first, but i wish i was the last
because id move heaven and earth just to go to hell with you
kiss my wrists and pull my hair tell me that you’ve never felt this way
i know im just a girl but you can make me a woman
i need you to show me pain
i just wanna hear my name off the tip of your tongue
i just wanna taste your tongue at the back of my mouth
i just wanna feel your mouth on the side of my neck
choke me out, choke me out until im fucking dead
(make me a woman)
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flaking off the concrete
rebar and lily of the valley grows
this is daylight savings horror soundtrack
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha you’re all nerds
on the other side of my window
there is a black oily wave rolling over a city which happens to be on fire
there are botflies and misery lice being gifted out of it
with filth streaked gutter lungs and vomit streaked mouths
and then a face underneath it all
but it is moving too fast to hear the sounds coming out of its mouth
and it is raining too heavily to make it out among all the other crap anyway
i don’t know how it happened but for a moment the rain was the source of all things
it was the first thing to break the connection between my right eye and its counterpart in the mirror
the sun
the air
the sky
the ground and the sun again
i wanted it to be like that
i wanted it to be like that
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severed tones i lullaby
hold on to my wasted wire
so winter came and left us dry
only then i realized
ooh come on and pantomime
all the things i like
come on and pantomime
cuz we’re losing all the
time, oh all the time
you lose a little spark
everytime you walk down this avenue
you lose a little spark
everytime and everyone forgot but you
you lose a little spark
everytime you walk down this avenue
you lose a little spark
everytime and everyone forgot but you
ooh come on and pantomime
all the things i like
come on and pantomime
cuz we’re losing all the
time
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Egress - Hey You
01:28
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Hey, hey, hey, you
Whatcha wanna do?
Wanna see the flowers in bloom?
Hey, hey, hey, friend
This ride never ended,
It feels like my brain is on loop
When the flowers all fold,
And the heat is cold,
I'm here, oh I'm here
Hey, hey, hey, man
You mind never askin'
For any, any, any sort of help?
Hey, hey, hey, boo!
Did I even scare you?
Wonder if you already knew
That the tops of trees,
And the weatherbees,
Are gone, they're all gone
There's no hope for me,
But I hope to see you again,
Oh again
Again
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i don’t know what to do
so i think i’ll just keep waiting for something to happen
i don’t know what
i don’t know what to do
so i think i’ll just lie here and wait until i die
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Ethan Barrett - s.p.f.
01:34
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so what's the program? i couldn't say
the code is not compiling
ones and zeroes, not adding up
and the deadline's edging closer
you know what?
let's just worry about this later
the pinnacle of a.i. generation
(we are only half as good as our heroes)
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I don’t got a lot of friends left
What’s left of them is what’s left of me
And I’ve only got a pack left
What’s left of it’s too far for me to see
I’ve only got a single rib left
Not enough for you to climb up to me
Experiential dread will reflect
In all the facets of my shattering reality
I’m waiting for the last one to hurt less
I guess I’ll stick out moving on on to the next
The rage works it’s way up into my chest
Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best
Your pretty hands just won’t remember
The way my stomach seems to realize
And what we did and said last summer
Sits on my back till I’m immobilized
I don’t think back to when we started
Don’t think about when you were with me
No sense in being broken hearted
Waiting till the moment I was too blind to see
Waiting for the last one to hurt less
I guess I’ll stick out moving on on to the next
The rage works it’s way up into my chest
Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best
Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best
Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best
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bitch ugh, got that slime in your dropbox
filling up my storage in my dropbox
run it back, got that emils in my xobpord
run it back ‘gain, gimme that slop, jack in’ my box
knife to your throat, knife to my throat, knife to ‘em all’s throats
gimme that prime time richy bitch pussy and that deepthroat
they don't call me drake for nothing, im that big goat
doin my hookers on a yacht, that’s why we call it big boats
chorus:
youuuuuuuuuuuuu
aint no savin me aint no savin me or youuuuuuuu
(oooooooooooooooooooh)
youuuuuuuuuuuuu
aint no savin me aint no savin me or youuuuuuuu
(oooooooooooooooooooh)
verse:
aint reapin what i sow because i got no plants grown
dont throw stones in glass homes cause you never know where itll go
doc told me not to get a hernia, but her nia got no soul!
so i shot her three times (pull it back) three times, run away, yeah you know
run it back, no hold it back, no run it back, no stop!
dont stop start stop stop start stop start start start hip hop
no holding me back, gonna crawl on ye back, front it up into your back
our sexy time is gonna make the headlines, paparazzi’s gonna licka on my sack (let’s wrap this shit up!)
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sure it hurts when spring comes
it should be for the better
sure it hurts when droplets fall
i think we would’ve liked each other
i need kallocain
i can’t bring myself to say it
psychoanalyse me
tell me i'm not alright
berlin is colder now
it shouldn’t hurt too much
it shouldn’t hurt at all
i refuse this
i don't know
do you feel any better
does this medicine hurt
(sure it hurts)
(my consciousness in my own)
(come and take it)
i need kallocain
i can't bring myself to say it
psychoanalyse me
tell me what i think
get out of berlin
bring your friends
lose your point of perspective
how does it look from the outside
how does it feel at all
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lilac roadkill - viscera
04:07
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i guess i lead you right to me
so did you want to go to sleep?
covered sky with paper sheets
waiting on our company
my hands are too frozen to feel
matches scattered in the snow
so did you want to go to sleep?
or were you waiting out for me?
cold comfort!
were you around?
my body splayed and coming down
i feel the dirt and grass but i fell for you, i fell for you
i called it!
to fall apart
the moment that the future’s dark
there’s no one left to blame but me, but me, but me, but me, but me
why am i waiting
to feel it creeping in
your claws are cloaked in shadow
scraping underneath my skin
all doors are closing
the walls begin to spin
life defined by television
static wreaking havoc in my brain
i felt like i was meant to play a bigger part
but i’ve ensured that no one ever knows my name
i stay the same
cold comfort!
were you around?
my body splayed and coming down
i feel the shrapnel now but i fell for you, i fell for you
i called it!
to run away
from open arms, a sudden spray
of blood dissolved into the sea the sea the sea the sea the sea
why am i waiting
to feel it creeping in
your claws are cloaked in shadow
scraping underneath my skin
all doors are closing
the walls begin to spin
i'm sick of waiting
the color of my dread
fill my lungs with bile and
keep me pinned inside my bed
i only want
to get out of my head
hold me tight
please kill me from the inside
do you
know what i had in mind
viscera
strewn across my apartment
as a way of never saying goodbye
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walking down high boulevard
I'm stumbling through a wasteland of cul-de-sacs and gas leaks under my car
(He's searching for another place to be)
away from home
(Blue Dreams captivate his mind)
walking down high boulevard
I'm simply wasting time
high boulevard is where we are
high boulevard is where I feel at home
high boulevard is where we are
(I'm high on high boulevard)
walking down high boulevard
I'm stumbling through a wasteland of cul-de-sacs and gas leaks under my car
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end to cosmic loneliness!
the dark shines on many worlds!
the me that lived second ago
follows a new branch now!
I shudder at the thought!
thru torrential down pores
seeping sweat out!
somethin beyond Ether!
shot thru like siren song!
coddled in amniotic flu!
it welcomes
somethin to birth!
hatred:
get your hands back from me!
my throat does not belong to you!
love,
I will love you!
though you have forsaken me!
I will love you!
beyond Ether!
i will love you beyond ether you who have left this a long time ago.
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it's a torturous world
with an illusion of beauty in her eyes
i probably would've believed it
if you told me two more times
you're heartless and you started it
so i guess you will pay your price
the only thing that i regret
was treating you so nice
my eyes are on fire from the lights of pretty colors
but you won't miss me when i'm dead
it's a fucked up thing when you think you're falling in love
but it's in your head
all i've ever been
is a toy
i hope you had your fun with
this ugly boy
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You never told me goodbye, I didn’t think you were leaving
Could I be this naïve? Thought I was breathing this evening
How long have I, been a ghost to you?
When was the last time, (you couldn’t see right through)
When was the last time, (you couldn’t see right through)
Frayed through this life
Once kept inside
Again realized
Escapes respite
This place grows cold
Hands numb, loose hold
Once trapped in night
Ghosts stay through light
Ghosts stay through light
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I should give up something nice
or something not as cheap
I should have gotten flowers
or something that you'd keep
I guess its not too late
to turn all this around
and start over
pretend that we'll be good
High school passion plays
parading way too long
some things don't end when they should
but I still need you
we lost time in your room
I still feel that way, do you?
and still I
I'm see-through
and when I say
'there's not much time'
just know
as long as you're here I'll be fine
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I knew a place where we could stay
I knew a place where we could hide away
From the rest of the Earth
Under wrinkled bedsheets basking in the presence of no one else
Recycling old ambitions and repeating it over
So why did you bother even asking the question
I still lie awake with my head in the ceiling fan
Contemplating where my end is
We’ll leave the past to rot
I know we’re both very distraught and I'm sorry
If we keep moving we can avoid death
Crashing symbols and an infinite time loop
I wanna stop living in this conundrum
So let’s go visit the garden after this is all over
And forget about the rest of our lives
We can hide under warm sheets
We can sing the same songs
We can stretch our bodies upon the earth
Do you feel the catharsis
Every time you reminisce
Upon that day when the season changed
And you look so good in your new sweater
And I hope you’re having the time of our lives
But why is it that I’m so scared to live on my own
It’s some weird reality that was forced upon me
Gradually the feeling withers away
And I’m left feeling like complete shit
It’s so embarrassing to look back on the person
I was 5 minutes ago
Leaving a scene of pink blossoms
To distract me from a harsh truth
We’ll leave the past to rot
Do you feel at home in your new place?
Or do you feel like suffocating on your breath?
We'll leave the past to rot
The children in present time distraught
Overcome with emotion
One blessed to see yesterday without the other
And the other a melodramatic mess
But they'll still keep on laughing
That’s all they could ever do
I can see your might from my bedroom window
You’re a 50 foot giant conquering earth
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Wondered why you keep your arms out
When you know it brings you harm
Then you see each other, breathing
There you are with open arms
Sometimes
I cry
Peppermint and tar
Movies
Where scenes
Have a lot of heart
You know blue light isn’t real life
But you take things way too far
Sometimes
I cry
Peppermint and tar
Movies
Where scenes
Have a lot of heart
Open arms
Oxygen
Seven stars
Out of ten
Green tea seaweed sea
Green tea seaweed sea
Your ceiling towers over me and the velvet only covers bones of stone
But I love the way my voice reverberates here
Right after leaving I pretend
That I was somewhere else right then
You might as well have been a clone
I go back
To the hours of mine
Heart attack
Accept decline
(green tea seaweed sea)
This is a scene
With a lot of heart
(green tea seaweed sea)
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sometimes
i wonder
do the plants know?
or do they just
hope for the best
stagger to your feet
writhe in terror
long night
comes again
ill be back again
but at what cost
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30. |
Weathercord Sweden
Compilations by the Discord server 'Sputnik Supporters,' dedicated to Swedish artist Weatherday.
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