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Porcelain songs: A Weathercord Compilation

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hating everything that i do hating everything that i've been hating everything that i could be i feel sad and hating everything that i've been hated all of myself so thin i'm hating everything that should be but i'm not the person i wish i was a fawn playing in the spring in harmony with each and every thing but i'm not say DISCHORDANTMAN crying through till next sunday all of my thoughts presenting me in two forms that are one and both the same said it was such a sad sad shame crying through till next sunday then if i should feel as others do then i will breathe in air and breathe out everything that i do never quite works out... so i'm hating everything that i do hating everything that i've been hating everything that i could be i feel sad hating everything that i've been hating everything that i do i'm hating everything that should be but i'm not the person i wish i was a fawn playing in the spring in harmony with each and every thing but i'm not say DISCHORDANTMAN crying through till next sunday all of my thoughts presenting me in two forms that are one and both the same said it was such a sad sad shame crying through till next sunday then if i should feel as others do then i will breathe in air and breathe out everything that i do never quite works out...
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(You're so disgusting) (If you tell me what drugs you're doing) (I'll tell you what drugs I'm doing) (Hope to see you soon Lexi, have a good night) (My goal tonight is to black out this entire fucking stupid year) (you to check my pulse) Sorry that I let you down -n our very own Chambord drobmahC nwo yrev ruo n- Sorry that I let you down Pull me down into the pool (Are you alright?) (I just think I'm gonna need you to check my pulse) How out of touch with truth we are, living in a world of our own. There has never been anything like it, and never can be. It is too beautiful altogether, and if we set it up it would go to pieces, some fact we've been living with would knock the whole thing over. I got embraced, told to wear flannel, (Are you, are you for real?) There has never been anything like it, and never can be. It is too beautiful altogether, and if we set it up it would go to pieces, some fact we've been living with would knock the whole thing over. I got embraced, told to wear flannel, write often, and so on, and I left. In the street, I don't know why, a queer feeling came to me that I was being watched. (eslup ym kcehc ot uoy) (raey diputs gnikcuf eritne siht tuo kcalb ot si thginot laog yM) (My goal tonight is to black out this entire fucking stupid year) (you to check my pulse) -n our very own Chambord Tried my best to hold the door -t you Came In so I left town Sorry that I let you down Pull me down into the pool Drown me in le Cher Take me down into the water Pull me down the stairs Behind our very own Chambord Tried my best to hold the door -t you Came In so I left town Sorry that I let you dow- dow- (Are you- are you for real?) (Uh I mean, my uncle Carl got diabetes from eating too much McDonald's) (But you don't see anybody going after they ass) (Yeah but, if I were God, I don't know if I'd let McDonalds' CEO in heaven) (I'd be like fuck that guy) (Yeah, that's a good point) (I'll have to get back to you on that one) (How you doin?) (Good) (When'd you relapse?) (Just fucking weed Jules) (Like, when'd you relapse?) (You want me to be honest?) (Yeah, y e a h, y e a h, y e a h) (The night you left, T h e n i g h t y o u l e f t) (I just think I'm gonna need you to check my pulse) How out of touch with truth we are, living in a world of our own. There has never been anything like it, and never can be. It is too beautiful altogether, and if we set it up it would go to pieces, some fact we've been living with would knock the whole thing over. I got embraced, told to wear flannel, write often, and so on, and I left. In the street, I don't know why, a queer feeling came to me that I was being watched. (Well, I'm navigating a largely straight, binary world) (I don't know what that's supposed to mean) (But, you know what I mean, most people are straight) (And most trans girls don't wear binders, right?) (Yeah, and, uh, most guys don't hang out with two girls unless they wanna fuck em) (You guys are disgusting!)
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If everybody had an ocean Across the U.S.A Then everybody'd be surfin' Like Californi-a You'd see them wearing their baggies Huarache sandals too A bushy bushy blond hairdo Surfin' U.S.A You'd catch 'em surfin' at Del Mar (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) Ventura County line (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) Santa Cruz and Trestles (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) Australia's Narrabeen (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) All over Manhattan (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) And down Doheny Way (Inside, outside) Everybody's gone surfin' Surfin' U.S.A We'll all be planning that route We're gonna take real soon We're waxing down our surfboards We can't wait for June We'll all be gone for the summer We're on surfari to stay Tell the teacher we're surfin' Surfin' U.S.A Haggerties and Swamis (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) Pacific Palisades (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) San Onofre and Sunset (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) Redondo Beach LA (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) All over La Jolla (Inside, outside, U.S.A.) At Wa'imea Bay (Inside, outside) Everybody's gone surfin' Surfin' U.S.A Everybody's gone surfin' Surfin' U.S.A Everybody's gone surfin' Surfin' U.S.A Yeah everybody's gone surfin' Surfin' U.S.A Yeah everybody's gone surfin' Surfin' U.S.A
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fuck me like we’re falling in love i need to feel you on my tongue and on my shoulders while i bleed out on the ground i want you to be the one that makes me fall apart you’re in my head and in my heart and in my bed and in my oh oh oh oh oh i will cut myself up piece by piece if it means one day i could mean enough to be a part of you i know im not the first, but i wish i was the last because id move heaven and earth just to go to hell with you kiss my wrists and pull my hair tell me that you’ve never felt this way i know im just a girl but you can make me a woman i need you to show me pain i just wanna hear my name off the tip of your tongue i just wanna taste your tongue at the back of my mouth i just wanna feel your mouth on the side of my neck choke me out, choke me out until im fucking dead (make me a woman)
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flaking off the concrete rebar and lily of the valley grows this is daylight savings horror soundtrack hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha you’re all nerds on the other side of my window there is a black oily wave rolling over a city which happens to be on fire there are botflies and misery lice being gifted out of it with filth streaked gutter lungs and vomit streaked mouths and then a face underneath it all but it is moving too fast to hear the sounds coming out of its mouth and it is raining too heavily to make it out among all the other crap anyway i don’t know how it happened but for a moment the rain was the source of all things it was the first thing to break the connection between my right eye and its counterpart in the mirror the sun the air the sky the ground and the sun again i wanted it to be like that i wanted it to be like that
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severed tones i lullaby hold on to my wasted wire so winter came and left us dry only then i realized ooh come on and pantomime all the things i like come on and pantomime cuz we’re losing all the time, oh all the time you lose a little spark everytime you walk down this avenue you lose a little spark everytime and everyone forgot but you you lose a little spark everytime you walk down this avenue you lose a little spark everytime and everyone forgot but you ooh come on and pantomime all the things i like come on and pantomime cuz we’re losing all the time
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Hey, hey, hey, you Whatcha wanna do? Wanna see the flowers in bloom? Hey, hey, hey, friend This ride never ended, It feels like my brain is on loop When the flowers all fold, And the heat is cold, I'm here, oh I'm here Hey, hey, hey, man You mind never askin' For any, any, any sort of help? Hey, hey, hey, boo! Did I even scare you? Wonder if you already knew That the tops of trees, And the weatherbees, Are gone, they're all gone There's no hope for me, But I hope to see you again, Oh again Again
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i don’t know what to do so i think i’ll just keep waiting for something to happen i don’t know what i don’t know what to do so i think i’ll just lie here and wait until i die
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so what's the program? i couldn't say the code is not compiling ones and zeroes, not adding up and the deadline's edging closer you know what? let's just worry about this later the pinnacle of a.i. generation (we are only half as good as our heroes)
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I don’t got a lot of friends left What’s left of them is what’s left of me And I’ve only got a pack left What’s left of it’s too far for me to see I’ve only got a single rib left Not enough for you to climb up to me Experiential dread will reflect In all the facets of my shattering reality I’m waiting for the last one to hurt less I guess I’ll stick out moving on on to the next The rage works it’s way up into my chest Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best Your pretty hands just won’t remember The way my stomach seems to realize And what we did and said last summer Sits on my back till I’m immobilized I don’t think back to when we started Don’t think about when you were with me No sense in being broken hearted Waiting till the moment I was too blind to see Waiting for the last one to hurt less I guess I’ll stick out moving on on to the next The rage works it’s way up into my chest Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best Though I’m bleeding baby, you’re the best
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bitch ugh, got that slime in your dropbox filling up my storage in my dropbox run it back, got that emils in my xobpord run it back ‘gain, gimme that slop, jack in’ my box knife to your throat, knife to my throat, knife to ‘em all’s throats gimme that prime time richy bitch pussy and that deepthroat they don't call me drake for nothing, im that big goat doin my hookers on a yacht, that’s why we call it big boats chorus: youuuuuuuuuuuuu aint no savin me aint no savin me or youuuuuuuu (oooooooooooooooooooh) youuuuuuuuuuuuu aint no savin me aint no savin me or youuuuuuuu (oooooooooooooooooooh) verse: aint reapin what i sow because i got no plants grown dont throw stones in glass homes cause you never know where itll go doc told me not to get a hernia, but her nia got no soul! so i shot her three times (pull it back) three times, run away, yeah you know run it back, no hold it back, no run it back, no stop! dont stop start stop stop start stop start start start hip hop no holding me back, gonna crawl on ye back, front it up into your back our sexy time is gonna make the headlines, paparazzi’s gonna licka on my sack (let’s wrap this shit up!)
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sure it hurts when spring comes it should be for the better sure it hurts when droplets fall i think we would’ve liked each other i need kallocain i can’t bring myself to say it psychoanalyse me tell me i'm not alright berlin is colder now it shouldn’t hurt too much it shouldn’t hurt at all i refuse this i don't know do you feel any better does this medicine hurt (sure it hurts) (my consciousness in my own) (come and take it) i need kallocain i can't bring myself to say it psychoanalyse me tell me what i think get out of berlin bring your friends lose your point of perspective how does it look from the outside how does it feel at all
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i guess i lead you right to me so did you want to go to sleep? covered sky with paper sheets waiting on our company my hands are too frozen to feel matches scattered in the snow so did you want to go to sleep? or were you waiting out for me? cold comfort! were you around? my body splayed and coming down i feel the dirt and grass but i fell for you, i fell for you i called it! to fall apart the moment that the future’s dark there’s no one left to blame but me, but me, but me, but me, but me why am i waiting to feel it creeping in your claws are cloaked in shadow scraping underneath my skin all doors are closing the walls begin to spin life defined by television static wreaking havoc in my brain i felt like i was meant to play a bigger part but i’ve ensured that no one ever knows my name i stay the same cold comfort! were you around? my body splayed and coming down i feel the shrapnel now but i fell for you, i fell for you i called it! to run away from open arms, a sudden spray of blood dissolved into the sea the sea the sea the sea the sea why am i waiting to feel it creeping in your claws are cloaked in shadow scraping underneath my skin all doors are closing the walls begin to spin i'm sick of waiting the color of my dread fill my lungs with bile and keep me pinned inside my bed i only want to get out of my head hold me tight please kill me from the inside do you know what i had in mind viscera strewn across my apartment as a way of never saying goodbye
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walking down high boulevard I'm stumbling through a wasteland of cul-de-sacs and gas leaks under my car (He's searching for another place to be) away from home (Blue Dreams captivate his mind) walking down high boulevard I'm simply wasting time high boulevard is where we are high boulevard is where I feel at home high boulevard is where we are (I'm high on high boulevard) walking down high boulevard I'm stumbling through a wasteland of cul-de-sacs and gas leaks under my car
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end to cosmic loneliness! the dark shines on many worlds! the me that lived second ago follows a new branch now! I shudder at the thought! thru torrential down pores seeping sweat out! somethin beyond Ether! shot thru like siren song! coddled in amniotic flu! it welcomes somethin to birth! hatred: get your hands back from me! my throat does not belong to you! love, I will love you! though you have forsaken me! I will love you! beyond Ether! i will love you beyond ether you who have left this a long time ago.
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it's a torturous world with an illusion of beauty in her eyes i probably would've believed it if you told me two more times you're heartless and you started it so i guess you will pay your price the only thing that i regret was treating you so nice my eyes are on fire from the lights of pretty colors but you won't miss me when i'm dead it's a fucked up thing when you think you're falling in love but it's in your head all i've ever been is a toy i hope you had your fun with this ugly boy
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You never told me goodbye, I didn’t think you were leaving Could I be this naïve? Thought I was breathing this evening How long have I, been a ghost to you? When was the last time, (you couldn’t see right through) When was the last time, (you couldn’t see right through) Frayed through this life Once kept inside Again realized Escapes respite This place grows cold Hands numb, loose hold Once trapped in night Ghosts stay through light Ghosts stay through light
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I should give up something nice or something not as cheap I should have gotten flowers or something that you'd keep I guess its not too late to turn all this around and start over pretend that we'll be good High school passion plays parading way too long some things don't end when they should but I still need you we lost time in your room I still feel that way, do you? and still I I'm see-through and when I say 'there's not much time' just know as long as you're here I'll be fine
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I knew a place where we could stay I knew a place where we could hide away From the rest of the Earth Under wrinkled bedsheets basking in the presence of no one else Recycling old ambitions and repeating it over So why did you bother even asking the question I still lie awake with my head in the ceiling fan Contemplating where my end is We’ll leave the past to rot I know we’re both very distraught and I'm sorry If we keep moving we can avoid death Crashing symbols and an infinite time loop I wanna stop living in this conundrum So let’s go visit the garden after this is all over And forget about the rest of our lives We can hide under warm sheets We can sing the same songs We can stretch our bodies upon the earth Do you feel the catharsis Every time you reminisce Upon that day when the season changed And you look so good in your new sweater And I hope you’re having the time of our lives But why is it that I’m so scared to live on my own It’s some weird reality that was forced upon me Gradually the feeling withers away And I’m left feeling like complete shit It’s so embarrassing to look back on the person I was 5 minutes ago Leaving a scene of pink blossoms To distract me from a harsh truth We’ll leave the past to rot Do you feel at home in your new place? Or do you feel like suffocating on your breath? We'll leave the past to rot The children in present time distraught Overcome with emotion One blessed to see yesterday without the other And the other a melodramatic mess But they'll still keep on laughing That’s all they could ever do I can see your might from my bedroom window You’re a 50 foot giant conquering earth
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Wondered why you keep your arms out When you know it brings you harm Then you see each other, breathing There you are with open arms Sometimes I cry Peppermint and tar Movies Where scenes Have a lot of heart You know blue light isn’t real life But you take things way too far Sometimes I cry Peppermint and tar Movies Where scenes Have a lot of heart Open arms Oxygen Seven stars Out of ten Green tea seaweed sea Green tea seaweed sea Your ceiling towers over me and the velvet only covers bones of stone But I love the way my voice reverberates here Right after leaving I pretend That I was somewhere else right then You might as well have been a clone I go back To the hours of mine Heart attack Accept decline (green tea seaweed sea) This is a scene With a lot of heart (green tea seaweed sea)
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sometimes i wonder do the plants know? or do they just hope for the best stagger to your feet writhe in terror long night comes again ill be back again but at what cost
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